I wrote this in the eighth grade

There is no free will. Every well balanced person tries his best. So nobody earns or deserves the grace of God.   it's all about luck. What you  are born with.... looks, health, brains, nobody earns or "deserves" those, and they will DETERMINE how your life plays out.  And forget about "choice".  That's malarky. A true choice is a dilemma in the  face of ignorance. And the less we have of looks, brains and health, the more an unlucky bad choice will impact on us.